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Brain Bleeder

by Dirty Beloved

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1.
Sitting there count the rosary as god gives them everything they need Faithful pray so faithfully, ask not what will come to be He gives, we take, these lives he must forsake He comes, and reaps, and no one questions how he sleeps He loves you, but he don’t love me Reign of fire becomes our sleep Give love, give hate To anyone that lives to serve him To anyone that dares to worship sin To anyone that lives to spread his word To anyone that dares to stray the herd Flash of light, across the sky, wicked wind has come to take our lives Can’t you see what I see, the priests of Hiroshima forsake me Thousands all around dropping to the ground, blistered and melted skin Decimation to the living, only bide their time before sickness sets in He gives, we take, these lives he must forsake He comes, and reaps, and no one questions how he sleeps He loves you, but he don’t love me Priests are spared through a sick mercy Give love, give hate To anyone that lives to serve him To anyone that dares to worship sin To anyone that lives to spread his word To anyone that dares to stray the herd Flash of light, across the sky, wicked wind has come to take our lives Can’t you see what I see, the priests of Hiroshima forsake me Run, run, there is no escape, no escape, the priests of Hiroshima forsake me Flash of light, across the sky, wicked wind has come to take our lives Can’t you see what I see, the priests of Hiroshima forsake me The priests are spared, then why not me!
2.
Bright is the day, when things are going their way And what is the cost, for a turn in profit on someone’s loss Someone tell me why, this system turned to bleed us dry I cannot sit idle while they worship their false idol and slowly wither to the point of revolt Another feeder, another seeder, another one becomes a handful brain teaser, another one tries to make it on his own Another needer, another cheater, another obnoxious, crazy, brain bleeder, another one gets wasted pick clean his bones Slight is their way, to make good and pave their way Complex is the scheme, to hide the truth from the harm they mean And now you breathe, because now you can finally see We cannot sit idle, stop the warship of false idol, and quickly rise to the point of revolt Another feeder, another seeder, another one becomes a handful brain teaser, another one tries to make it on his own Another needer, another cheater, another obnoxious, crazy, brain bleeder, another one gets wasted pick clean his bones Why you, need me, to churn out, you bleed me, Why you, need me, to churn out, now you bleed me Another feeder, another seeder, another one becomes a handful brain teaser, another one tries to make it on his own Another needer, another cheater, another obnoxious, crazy, brain bleeder, another one gets wasted pick clean his bones You my, you my, you my, brain bleeder
3.
Karma Phala 05:54
Lay down these thoughts in this world of karma Focus in on what’s the same between you and them Shed off the burdens of those before us It’s time a generation begins again You know, you know you’ll try, to reap the fruits of your labour There’s no one, no one but all of you, savior meets savior Karma This is our time Karma Ours Now you know Ingrates gridlock the path to nowhere And tie us down in a mesh of their hate We don’t need to follow into a blinding light And live in a grieved and set back state Father, you know, I cannot follow on this dead end road We see, a new life, the old will fade away, as the young explode Karma This is our time Karma Ours Now you know This is our time, this is ours, a door closes, another one opens wide, Leave disgrace far behind, yes this is ours This is, this is our time Now you know
4.
Here’s another caution to all the people watching Gripping hard and pawing, try to get a piece of me All I ever wanted to be alone and haunted It just keeps coming, racing for me Can’t you see, it’s killing me, life is work and sadly nothing more Dying days, trapped in a haze, how much more can I take on this killing floor Another one with tension, working for a pension Living hard and breathing, everything emergency All I ever asked for, not to be some rat whore But they keep on paying so that’s what I’ll have to be Burn down, burn out I’m burning out My four walls are closing, the company’s a rowin’ Almost made the rating, but there’s nothing left to give Use mass confusion, the threat of retribution To keep me on a leash, now it’s just work to live It’s burning me, awake and sleep, is this how all those that came before me felt Tragedy, befalls the meek, but that’s all bullshit cause we know We can change this hell Burn down, burn out I’m burning out (cause and defect) Nothing left to give, no nothing left to give, blood from a stone, blood from a stone I’m burning out (cause and defect)
5.
Not My Cause 03:53
So many people in this town, where all things can be found, in a tall discarding heap And now the people they all cry for a clean breath before they die But they’re all in too deep And so the panic it sets in, a blackened sky chokes off the freedom And which one did it all in, that hang noose wrapped around the ransom Everything here has been lost, cause everything was tossed, in a tall discarding heap And now it’s just in their dreams, pictures of beautiful scenes, only found in their sleep And so the panic it sets in, a blackened sky chokes off the freedom And which one did it all in, that hang noose wrapped around the ransom And they just tread on their mother’s soul And they just thread through any pin hole And now they’re caught, but they don’t take pause And they’re all taught this is not my cause And so the panic it sets in, a blackened sky chokes off the freedom And which one did it all in, that hang noose wrapped around the ransom But too late to turn it back, a dream for blues skies, for freedom And so the regret it sets in, that hang noose wrapped around the ransom This is not my cause
6.
Rise & Shine 04:54
Mothers, fathers, all just play the game What the outcome, it’s all just the same Freedom saves us all Neighbors, friends, are all confused, confined Rationing reserves of a plan defined Everything all the time, everything all the time Rise and shine, (fasten on their binds) make, make this day mine Rise and shine, (fasten on their binds) make, make this day mine Everyone so brave behind the wheel Face to face a different look and feel Coward paradise, coward parasite Rise and shine, (fasten on their binds) make, make this day mine Rise and shine, (fasten on their binds) make, make this day mine Everything all the time, everything all the time Rise and shine, (fasten on their binds) make, make this day mine Rise and shine, (fasten on their binds) make, make this day mine
7.
No Guide 03:53
The lighthouse is dark, no guide for you No one at your side to help push and pull you through It’s just you Every day is something, something new And every day there’s someone out there to put one over on you And all these things are either gonna stiffen up your lip or bring you down And make you question who out there will help you It’s you, no one but you To make it on your own, carve a heart made of stone It’s just you Every day is something, yes something new And every day there’s someone out there to put one over on you And all these things are either gonna stiffen up your lip or bring you down And make you question who out there will help you It’s you, just you, only you, it’s just you And all these things are either gonna stiffen up your lip or bring you down And make you question who out there will help you It’s you, no one but you, to make it on your own, a heart carved of stone, it’s just you
8.
Everything caught in a web you testify, breach of your word has the crowds all mystified Everyone stops to take a good look at you, water off a duck As you cruise through this venue Who hurts, and who dies, anyone’s guess, the answer’s just a joy ride Pony up, the check has come it’s here, is something wrong, is the bill not clear? It’s here, it’s time, do you know, do you know why And you don’t know, you do just as you’re told And you don’t know, you put your life on cruise control And you don’t know, you do just as you’re told And who just puts, puts their life on cruise control Everything shot to hell you justify, grinding on your teeth, so hard to pacify Every time you stand its grand epiphany, do what you want, how you want you tell me Who’s got, what it takes, to get through the crowds and all these hard breaks Who’s fast, and who’s dying, who’s got the breaks to stop on a hard dime It’s here, it’s time, and do you know why And you don’t know, you do just as you’re told And you don’t know, you put your life on cruise control And you don’t know, you do just as you’re told And who just puts, puts their life on cruise control Don’t pacify yourself Testify before your time, trust yourself And you don’t know, you do just as you’re told And you don’t know, you put your life on cruise control And you don’t know, you do just as you’re told And who just puts, puts their life on cruise control
9.
Cleanse 04:46
What goes through your mind when you’re staring that child in the eye Just before your time Sister, mother, father, brother, it makes no bother You wanna take them out, to pay for others’ sins You’ve donned and shed your doubt, it’s time let the pain dig in I see you standing at their shrine Hide behind the words of a lie of a faith, it’s in your face And you take your time, when you could have been standing there, standing right in their place You come to me with words of hope and promise of eternity All will be well, your name in songs as we tend to your family I have to take them out, to pay for crimes of old I have to shed my doubt, and do just what I’m told I see you building up my shrine Hide behind the words of a lie of a faith, it’s in your face And you take your time, when you could have been, should have been, Could have been, right in my place You do what you think is right And now I see you standing at my shrine Recite the words of a lie of a faith, of a better race And you bide your time, when you could have been standing there Standing right in my place You will always hide, and send your praise, but you will never stand No you will never stand right here in my....
10.
Everything always handed to you, you’ve never wanted for a thing in your life It’s all just come so easy for you, always laid back never ever had to try Mind your luck, try, mind your luck All found face down, lying in the mud Mind your luck The rest of the world vying to join your club Mind your luck All these things that you hold so true, do you ever think that it might all just slip away Everything that you ever knew, might be at risk and lost on any given day Mind your luck, day, mind your luck All found face down, lying in the mud Mind your luck The rest of the world vying to join your club Mind your luck Everything always handed to you, you’ve never wanted for a thing in your life It’s all just come so easy for you, always laid back never ever, never ever had to try Mind your luck, try, mind your luck
11.
The Maidens 05:14
Fine tune your senses, this time you’re gonna need ‘em Take a breath before you jump in and prepare to give in I want you to shine and live in color I want you to laugh and cry and suffer I can’t see why you try or even bother Try and learn from this down and failing scholar Conscience and this consequence, high life wrapped in decadence Failing thoughts of a better presence, all in spite of me I am myself, I am myself, I am myself and no one else Can’t change, can’t change and put this all up upon a shelf Can’t give in to a guilt that will surely just destroy myself Between you and the next game, should I play it all just the same Will it ever get the best of me, how long before they all see? I want you to shine and live in color I want you to laugh and cry and suffer I can’t see why you try or even bother Try and learn from this down and failing scholar Conscience and this consequence, high life wrapped in decadence Failing thoughts of a better presence, all in spite of me I am myself, I am myself, I am myself and no one else Can’t change, can’t change and put this all up upon a shelf Can’t give in to a guilt that will surely just destroy myself Conscience and this consequence, high life wrapped in decadence Failing thoughts of a better presence, all in spite of me I am myself, I am myself, I am myself and no one else Can’t change, can’t change and put this all up upon a shelf Can’t give in to a guilt that will surely just destroy myself I am myself (repeat)
12.
And when you’re feeling blue, and there’s no one else around you Everything is all your fault, you feel you’re not worth your salt Come on and flick that light, no one needs to tell you what’s right No one at all, it’s your call You feel it now, it’s time to show them all how Come on and make it right Everybody, set this place alight Come on and make it right Everybody, set this place alight And when you’re feeling cornered in, and every move you make is a sin You’re told you can do no right, and everything just ends in a fight Come on and raise your head, and show them your will ain’t dead No one at all, it’s now your call You feel it now, it’s time to show them all how Come on and make it right (burn that gasoline) Everybody, set this place alight Come on and make it right (burn that gasoline) Everybody, set this place alight And when you’re feeling blue, and there’s no one else around you And everything is all your fault, you feel you’re not worth your salt Come on and flick that light, no one needs to tell you what the fuck is right No one at all, it’s now your call You feel it now, it’s time to show them all how Come on and make it right (burn that gasoline) Everybody, set this place alight Come on and make it right (burn that gasoline) Everybody set this place alight Come on and make it right (burn that gasoline) Everybody, set this place alight Come on and make it right (burn that gasoline) Everybody set this place alight
13.
It takes one to know one, it takes two to get on and grow one Spread like cancer, like rats in a cage, look to spread out, disgusting, disgraceful age Raising up a slow gun, ravage and confine every last one A treatment of the mass, to save all the places, before the last inch is lost to the races The shade is raised, the lights flood in, a thousand hands held to the sky This is the line, they’re out to plan a mass world wide suicide A tomb stone that’s homegrown to remember those the world has outgrown Feeling tight and closed in, like the end of days, on their watch they become filled with rage The shade is raised, the lights flood in, a thousand hands held to the sky This is the line, they’re out to plan a mass world wide suicide The shade is raised, the lights flood in, a thousand hands held to the sky This is the line, they’re out to plan a mass world wide suicide And you won’t see, the plan set out, to free a world before it dies And on their watch, they carry out a mass worldwide suicide
14.
It’s you over me, and that’s what you see, your problems bound to swallow me It’s what you get, not what you give, you’ll throw me under wheel so you can live Frenetic tones spewing from your mouth, I watch this shit all take a drive south Try to run just to save me, it’s hard to out run stone cold crazy You’re going down, you’re going down Damn you woman, you’re 13 shades of bat shit crazy Montreal, another try, another run at another guy, The shit you spread is lie on lie, to hang me out to dry Find the ears that you can bend, on twisted version you depend, Ain’t that fat from being lazy, you’re just 13 shades of bat shit crazy You’re going down, you’re going down Damn you woman, you’re 13 shades of bat shit crazy Damn you woman, you’re gonna burn baby, you’re gonna burn Damn you woman, you’re gonna burn baby, you’re going down I don’t get it. How do you just throw someone you love under a bus? How do you rape someone’s trust that way? Do you just bend them over and give it to them when they least expect it? Is it that you’re off your meds or are you just completely fuckin’ crazy? I need to know. I need to know. Damn you woman, you’re 13 shades of bat shit crazy

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released March 22, 2013

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Dirty Beloved Ottawa, Ontario

Dirty Beloved hails from Eastern Ontario, Canada and has just released their third studio album entitled Brain Bleeder. Their sound is raw and diverse and touches on tangent life topics.

"...Canada's Dirty Beloved are intense, aggressive and raw with pounding drums throughout some sizzling guitar solos .... that sets the bar high."
- Clare Huckett, Black Velvet Magazine
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